7 year of up and down in life,

SAWASSDEE ka everyone(HELLO)!

I update journal twice today because I have to do before my mojo gone.I hope this will be another inspire entry for your guy,but since I'm not big name in international illustration field currently I don't know how much people interest in my story but I try my best to conmunicate.

Past 7 year after I left fulltime job regarding health and personal reason and got valuable exp.Here what I am now.It may repete a bit,just incase someone don't know.

Up
-I got several passive income stream from online course,e-book,instruction dvd I create,and my income is quite equal or close or much bettter to salary man at my age by work 4 hour a day.(not even close to Timothy ferriss 4 hour a week but it's ok)
-Feature in thai and some international magazine about my illustration.
-Feature on several tv show.
-My writing got more than 100+hot post in exteen.com and finally publish in book in Thai.
-my site(illustcourse.com) got around700-1500 view a day,20,000 unique ip per month,consistency.Total 1.6-1.7 million view
-my channel got around 7,500 subsciber,Total 1.6 million view,several100,00+view videos.

That may be accuse for not posting here much.
I seperate myself so I dillute activity here.

Down
-There're something very important I lost along the way and can't get that back(secret,please) may be a whole life.I didn't sure but it's causing me in traumatic state several time,and don't want to do anything for several month.I lost my skill to draw until I recover but get writing skill instead.
-I've entered hospital for several time in 7 years

I've to said trauma have large effect to boost my life because I said to myself even I can't undo what I'd done in my life.No matter it's good or bad,happiness or sorrow but I said to myself my life had to be better than this and I try my best to going out from a rut instead struggle in that.

Sorrow may be painful but it's make you more tolerate to any obstacle or grief in future.It's like a pill it is bitter but it's help you in a long run.

My worst time is hospital.I swear I don't want to get in to that again.I'm 33 but I consider at still in a young age and too soon to became a vegetable on bed.So I try to exercise almost evryday and when I've time.A pill cause some side effect....

CRISIS in your life mean,you may live in wrong way.In my case I am too stress with my life and too eagering, try to being rich and successful  without seeing my own limit so I end up in very pathetic life for awhile,and that's a lesson.

When you're in trauma stage.Please try to think beautiful thing or moment,happiest moment that has occur in to your life,even if it's past and it can't go back for second time but those nostalgic moment will make you feel better and making you more positive which turning you recover from those state very soon.

Anyway
our life has somany exciting thing await for us so don't trap in past.Even if that's the happiest moment but it's gone.You need to learn to create new memory for your good sake.

Last,i'm happy with DA a lot,This's place has a lot of memery to me althought I didn't post anything I came here often to fav art and read journal,study others work.It's just like school for me so I would lime to give back to community by write some useful post.I hope this can help you.

Meisanmui