I being feature artist at WACOM jun issue,
thankyou Yuko Tashiro san for interviewing
You can see in this linkwww.wacom-asia.com/community/p…
Sorry about submit a lot lately I think,I try my best but
I feel I missing something...
Lately I didn't feel good althought I drawing a lot
I have time to draw more as I want
but I feel lack of some feeling,
problem always cause because I worrying about 'financial'
It doesn't like student status which I can draw anything and worry much about my life but now I've full responsibity of my life,
I'm fulltime freelancing,and have to takecare my mom,paid the bill ,I doing a lot of work ,every hour are value,so when I've my private time I still draw and draw I draw everyday at least 1 pic and submit everyday like you see but there still something missing which make me unhappy like past time,
I think it's because I worrying about 'finish art' everyday much because I do a lot of commercial work and those instinct stick with me,which is bad because it's make me draw fast...finish fast because time is value for client,
I didn't try to rush ,but well that way making commercial art stick with me now,and I try to remove it to feel more like artist.
Good thing is thankyou for everyone who comment,+fav,commission me,
that why I still alive and keep drawing,
I mean because I still have to worrying about my financial,
billing,anything in life it make me
can't focus on making good original art,
Of course I said when I've time to draw my original
I know that we should seperate but
I thought I didn't do well,as professional illustrator
I always want to have time to draw more but when I've time to draw more
I can't focusing on drawing because I still have to think about
others thing in life,I'm now trying to do better.
and my problem now is I can't focus in 1 pic like past time.
So to fix this problem I think from now on I won't submit art much here,
but I'll submit in my homepage instead,
include process then when it refining enough I will submit here in DA,
Please visit my homepage I will submit everything there,
Problem is sometime I still need feedback,like comment but when I submit in homepage,
it's less comment,anyway I'll not care about that from now on
at least it make me feel good,because submit a lot of art make me feel like spammimg your box,and make me feel didn't proud much.
So Please visit homepage instead from now on,
I still drawing everyday but I will not submit here much,
and try to refine work,because it may make me feel better.
So thankyou very much for everyone support,
who commission me so far,thanks a lot.Currently I open 25$monocol' commission.
10 slot left open.
At least I've something to fullfill fuel of passion.
If you interesting in 25$ commission you can take slot.
At least I got occasion to draw something different,in my style which is good so that.
I thought I will close awhile after I complete 15 slot,
and may be open less slot later.
I think most of PPL afford this price so I decide to open.meisan.deviantart.com/journal/…